The call for the police was frantic. Post-stroke and with diminished eye-sight our father had ‘disappeared’. It was s time amid the trauma of a bomb of hurt and a recovery when he could feel all at sea.
Haunts, friends and allies were phoned, asked and probed.
The first sight of him. He was in range of the safe haven of the sheltered housing. The claw came into view.
The three-pronged end of his walking stick. A thrawn beast, this walking stick with a queer end; to be put up with by someone who had been a Pipe Major on two continents.
Of course. A return. He had been calling in at the ‘YES’ shop on Kirkcaldy High Street.
This was them dropping him off. Home and safe.
Today I thought of that. I was still (somehow) shocked at a Sir, a Scottish Sir sell his soul: the suspension of two very senior MPs today from their parties.
A new system is built from the bottom up.
Like dafties we paid siller for pain
Breaking joints and spine on Edinburgh’s outlying lungs
The Arctic blast in April filleted the SAS team out;
Never mind the bands playing to the blue skinned
Natives and guests from all parts.
Yet it is as nothing to what hunger does,
What hatred carves out in many a heart and place
When you have a finish that is there not hidden
There is not much to get over
Just some pure Scottish rain pelting Saint and Sinner alike.
Having had a good response to a running piece-here’s one for all and KS-time for another?
Nae a body in sicht
In this summer whaur even tyres melt
Gone from the burns an yird
Bairns blasted tae smithereens fae baith faiths
Equal magisteria doun in the glaur
Unsullied in saul an speerit lik yon skinklin stane.
Sodgers fer wronged Prophets naethin
But murderers fae heid tae toe
Savagery is aye mair aboot pain
Thair pain, thair feelings o sma beings lost
Kennin we are
Jist sea spray on a wee planet
Dinna mourn thair defeat
A lang or short demise.
*I visited the bridge a few years ago
Nae-no, sicht-sight, whaur-where, yird-earth, bairns-children, baith-both, glaur-mud, saul-soul, sodgers-soldiers, kenning-knowing, dinna-don’t, their-their.
It tested you that gut wrenching run
Up from the village keeping tight by the pine tree line
Burst a lung and cerebellum over rock, mound and mud
West Lomond’s skirts demanded blood, sweat, dying legs.
Knee strip support and mair* rests than Rodin’s ‘The Thinker’
Means I can still make it-
See Perthshire and the guts of Scotland beyond
Savour that kestrel level view forever.
Mair-Scots for more.
‘The Mind Must Be Set Free.’
‘To reign in the mind tightly takes away its freedom. To keep our mind in close confines may be a necessary beginner’s habit, but doing so for our entire life prevents us rising to a new level, and will result in a life of unfulfilled potential.’
As Sensei Hazard says the simple is difficult
The difficult can be made simple by steps
Lown thocht* held light yet strong frees.
Like silk arrested internally for kamae*
A strike or block must suddenly be and power
From what was emptiness and calm
Be as lightning stretching across the Verdun summer sky.
(* Soft thought, Kamae-readiness, posture to begin)
That year in NY State Summer Camp
There were some more man
Than I was
Taller in the wheelchair than I wis standing.
Vietnam had taken a spine, a leg;
Even the ridding of human waste
Given out to the European counsellor.
Still the broken spleens, backs and lives continue
War and want around the world.
Back in that precious summer
Learning human dignity is earned
Despite the despots, Gods and demons
Who trample those with weapons or not.
This piece appears today in The Herald (Glasgow, Scotland). Good to have a wheen of readers across the nation.
Level to my car carapace eye
Five robin body lengths away
The blackbird guzzles yellow jewels.
Stuck as the rush of bipeds with bags
Goes by this atavistic duel
He eyes me as shoppers pass, motors run.
A yellow ocular rim gives his stare power
Mine bigger, less focused, mindful of the other.
Swallowing the berry orbs offered
He yields not a bit.
Relents to the green interior
His adversary is moving:
A fawn-coloured Mini has muscled in
Into a queue fat with the unnatural fuming.